Oh, my word! The stress from the last two days has been horrific. I did not realize how stressed I am until just a few minutes ago. Stress is probably my number one trigger. I've not identified it until just now. I generally say that I've got something on my mind or that I can't turn my thoughts off long enough to get to sleep.
Isn't that interesting. I do try to keep stress out of my life as much as possible. This blog seems to help with that. I know it isn't much to interest a wide audience, but that is not the purpose. I suppose the interest is a therapeutic journaling type thing. If that is the case I guess I should not complain about not having readers.
So, I bet you are wondering what the stress it. Well, it is a family situation that I can't get into on the internet. I know I don't have any reader right now. But just maybe, one day, I might. Oh, and the headache it would cause within the family if it is ever known that I aired family problems for all the world to see. Like Phineas and Ferb said in their PSA, "Fame is fleeting, but the internet is forever." I just think I have stress now. Right? Huh?
I know, I know. I've teased you with a small glimpse, and have vowed to never say another word. What a horrible person I am. Don't you hate that? Oy! I've had it happen to me in the past. I'd like to think I'm mature enough not to try to wheedle it out of someone. *Snort and giggle* I did say that I'd like to think I am that mature. I know I'm not.
The last time my husband came home with a juicy bit of work related gossip I got really mad. He is like a clam. If it comes down the pipe that something is hush-hush, he will keep the secret to the grave. The funny part is when I eventually find out and bring it up. He still keeps mum. Gotta love that.
It is still early. I wonder if I should stay up. I think I have the stress managed. If I do not thing about what tomorrow will bring I'll be okay. At least it is long distance stress. There is no law that says I have to answer the phone or read the email. Okay, call me a coward. I have to keep my sanity some how, don't I?
Sleep well,
The Insomniac
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